Spencer, bluntly spent some cash on better stock. We've all been here. If you keep going with this you will have those window sills filled in no time and the plants you named now will no longer matter to you. I got inspiration from this thread the other night
http://forum.bonsaitalk.com/showthr...ght=walter+pall maybe it will help you as well. Type the word ficus into the gallery photo seach engine and check it out. Also check online dealers for price ranges on potential trees. Google the word bonsai and see what happens. Im not dissing you or anyone out there but step outta the kitchen, breath, have a drink, then step back on the line and show the Chef what you got.